Sometimes you will suck

Weird title when promoting positivity right?

Well it is kind of true... its not a permanent state of course, but everyone has their off days, we are only human after all! 

Picture this - so last Sunday, I went to the gym as usual, I was having a low confidence, bad body kinda few days - I was bloated, felt out of shape, tired, stressed etc but I powered through thinking the gym will fix this. 

I got there and we began the training, all was going well, I had a few hicups, banged a weight against my shin, couldn't get the balance quite right etc, almost winded myself during leg press (came down way to quickly) then I moved on to squats - now if you follow me on Twitter on Instagram, the squats have been progressing nicely, so I start my sets and the squats are fine, nice and low, great posture - excellent - then I come to rack the weight, and I can't, so my boyfriend helped me, I laugh it off and get ready for the next set - same pattern exercise is great but I cannot rack this bloody weight! After 3 attempts again I had to be helped, this time I walk away take a few breathes, then come back for my next set - yup same thing happens again and I just loose it and start CRYING in the gym - full blown stress induced, frustrated tears - cue sympathetic but slightly uncomfortable boyfriend asking what was wrong and I just reply I suck, I can't even rack the weight... he turned to me and said welcome to work of weight lifting babe - some days will not be your day, the next day you will be the best again. 

I spent a lot of Sunday reflecting on this, and decided that yes ok parts of my workouts had sucked but I had still worked my butt off (literally) and overall it wasn't so bad! 

I also decided to change my mind set - if I didn't like what I saw change it - make the tweaks you have been promising in your diet and push yourself harder in the gym, lift heavier and work to your best potential. 

So I walked into the gym that Monday and I worked for what I wanted - lifting heavier and leaving the gym feel awesome and proud of myself - and as it was arm day a nice little pump going on! 

What I am trying to say is, having an off day isn't the end of the world, it is just one day - move past it and focus on the bigger goal you are trying to achieve!